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Sunday April 27, 2003

CHIHUAHUA

2003 Pecos Conference

http://www.swanet.org/zarchives/pecos/2003/index.html
http://www.swanet.org/zarchives/pecos/2003/2003 Pecos Conference.pdf

Editor's Note:

Please re-distribute this information about the 2003 Pecos Conference. We have an obligation to re-affirm the many cooperative partnerships among Southwestern and northern Mexican archaeologists, and to demonstrate confidence in international travel. We strongly encourage your attendance at the 2003 Pecos Conference in Chihuahua, if just to let both security control freaks and iconoclast zealots know that they have not and shall not win their fear-mongering games. Along the Mexico-USA border, we must be free, and emotionally and culturally open, to share and grow better scientifc research, commerce, and our personal and historical relationships.

TEXAS

http://www.amarillonet.com/stories/042603/new perrytonoil.shtml
Harold Courson personally funded or served as a major contributor to numerous excavation projects. A series of historical and archaeological surveys include the Buried City Archaeological Project, the Horace Rivers Site, the Cooper Folsom Site and historical research and scientific excavation of the ship LaBelle and Fort St. Louis.

http://www.amarillonet.com/stories/042603/new restoringhistoric.shtml Wayne Snider and wagon-man Bill Thompson buy antique wagons and, using mostly parts from other rolling relics, restore the wagons to their original condition and color. Then they design and build chuck boxes, making them individually for each wagon. Little has changed since 1866 when pioneer cattleman Charles Goodnight built a chuck box and put it on the back of a wagon, creating a mobile pantry and kitchen. Before 1866, cattlemen used wagons to carry provisions, but Goodnight put the box on the back and created the chuck wagon of lore. As people perceive the world becoming more complicated and impersonal, the chuck wagon looms as a nostalgic symbol of a simpler, better time.

NEW MEXICO

http://www.daily-times.com/Stories/0,1413,129%257E6574%257E1352036,00.html The Aztec Museum has been awarded 1,775 from the Institute of Museum and Library Services. These grants help museums lay groundwork for effective collections management. The CAP grant supports a two-day visit by a conservation professional who reviews the overall condition of the museum's collection, storage and exhibition conditions, and collections practices. The conservator's recommendations help the museum establish an action plan to conserve their treasures for years to come.

COLORADO

http://www.denverpost.com/Stories/0,1413,36~156~1350918,00.html
I met a history buff who once came to Pueblo just to visit the El Pueblo Museum, built on the site of the 1842 fort and trading post on the Arkansas River. This cultural crossroads of the Southwest is now an archaeological dig in the center of the city. The history buff was surprised to hear that a new museum is now under construction. I reported another nod to history that might interest him: the restoration of Spanish street names in what was once the town of South Pueblo. The settlement was built on land that had been the northern fringe of Mexico.

UTAH

http://www.sltrib.com/2003/Apr/04262003/utah/51565.asp
http://www.swanet.org/zarchives/zmisc/utmuseum.jpg
A young man receives recorded information over a telephone on Friday as he pauses at an anthropology exhibit at the Utah Museum of Natural History on the University of Utah campus. The mural is a reproduction of the Barrier Canyon pictograph in central Utah.

Editor's Note:

I imagine Lilly Tomlin's phone operator character, Ernestine, at the museum, saying "Hello? Is this the ancestor to whom I am speaking?"

ARIZONA

http://www.azdailysun.com/non sec/nav includes/story.cfm?storyID=64733 Chief ranger Kim Watson, left, and archaeologist Al Remley discuss the problem of stolen artifacts from Wupatki, Sunset Crater...

NEVADA

http://www.elynews.com/display/inn news/news24.txt
The East Ely Railroad Depot Museum's membership program presents an opportunity for the public to support the preservation of Nevada's mining and transportation heritage. Thousands of documents from the history of the Nevada Northern Railroad are available for research and information.

CALIFORNIA

http://www.cistory.org/festival
Northern California Indian Storytelling Festival, Hoopa CA, May 3, 2003.

http://www.pe.com/localnews/sanbernardino/stories/PE NEWS nbpast26.a1a4b.html Pauline Murillo has written a book, "Living in Two Worlds," about her early years. The rest is oral history, passed from generation to generation. That's how the story of San Bernardino County's first residents has been told. The first 100 years of San Bernardino County saw an evaporation of American Indian culture, he said, but the last 50 have seen a revival. Murillo said she is trying to preserve the Cahuilla language and she teaches her children the oral history passed on by her ancestors.

ROUTE 66

http://www.azcentral.com/business/articles/0425tourismnotes25.html
Preservationist Jim Conkle and other Route 66 enthusiasts will make more than 60 stops to post new Route 66 "Roadside Attraction" signs that tell the story of these special sites, treasured landmarks and vintage establishments.

ARCHAEOLOGISTS & ANTHROPOLOGISTS

http://www.rapidcityjournal.com/articles/2003/04/24/news/local/news13.txt George Frison, University of Wyoming professor emeritus, will present a program titled, "Prehistoric Hunters: Fallacies, Possibilities, and the Archaeological Record."

http://www.nynewsday.com/news/local/crime/nyc-bones0427,0,4919785.story?coll=nyc-topheadlines-left The Hip Job Of Analyzing Skeletal Remains falls to Amy Mundorff. She lays out skeletal remains in an anatomical position. "That way I know what I'm missing. And if I have duplicate pieces, then I know I have more than one person there, and that has happened," she said.

http://www.brainerddispatch.com/stories/042603/new 0426030011.html
The Minnesota Senate voted 64-0 on Tuesday to get rid of a requirement that government bodies hire professional archaeologists when someone suspects an archaeological or historic site on public lands or waters. Under the bill, they could hold off until such a site is predicted to exist based on scientific investigation.

MORE ARTIFACTS ON EBAY

http://www.daily-times.com/Stories/0,1413,129%257E6572%257E1352046,00.html The Fifth Avenue Grocery in Roundup closed in 1952, and stayed closed until late last year. Thousands of items, most of them in mint condition, were locked in a time warp for 50 years. Starting next week at an auction house in Billings, the contents of the store will go on sale..

http://www.tnr.com/doc.mhtml?i=iraq&s=easterbrook041503.1
Practically everything about the military campaign went spectacularly well. Since the Tikrit palace was taken without a fight, let's propose that its chandeliers, grand pianos, artwork, and such be auctioned on eBay -- proceeds to help finance the reconstruction of Iraq. Imagine what collectors would pay for a brocade antique couch with Saddam Hussein's DNA residue. For a bed he didn't dare sleep in. For the lovely silver used by his food tasters. For the gurneys that took out his food tasters' bodies. What am I bid?

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Show off those legs!

This post is about clothing that men love to see women wear. In a future post I will write about clothing I love to see men wearing because I have preferences and it's not just about women being appealing to men. I have no problem looking fantastic for my fantastic looking man! Of course you can wear what you want and take the chance that you will meet someone who loves your androgynous style or you may be lucky enough to see someone on a regular basis (e.g., school, work, social group etc.) so that they fall in love with your personality first. For myself, I don't want to take chances and I don't have the same luck so I'm going to put out the bait to attract men and look feminine and respectable while doing so.

I think one has to be cautious about accepting the advice of women who are opposed to other women trying to look good for men. Sometimes I know they just don't want women to get hurt with extreme diets or plastic surgery, feeling shame/sadness if they don't come close to meeting beauty ideals, wearing things that don't make them feel comfortable, or a fear that men will only like them for their looks. But some of these women may have personal issues that are different from yours, they may be very angry with some men in their lives when you haven't had the same experiences, or they may have very different life goals (e.g., not heterosexual, believe in having lots of casual sex, believe in open marriages/relationships, doesn't believe in marriage, want to raise kids alone).

Jada Pinkett Smith looks great in a frilly dress!

It's even worse when some women advocate not to do certain things when they are the poster women for those very things (e.g., thin women telling overweight women not to lose weight, beautiful women telling less attractive women to not wear makeup, women in relationships telling single women not to do anything to attract a man, women who's parents were married saying marriage doesn't matter, women without children saying women can raise children on their own etc.). It's hard to know what's going on behind the advice especially if a person is really adamant about their views. So to be fair you should really listen to a lot of different opinions and then choose the opinions, actions, or goals that make the most sense and feel the most comfortable to you. This will take time, learning, and introspection. For me, I look to women who are in relationships/married for relationship advice or experts (e.g., relationship counselors, match makers), or even men since I want to live with one of them not another woman. Why is it more enlightened to cave to the fashion industry or trends by buying new clothes every season? I'd rather buy some classic, durable, feminine clothes that I can wear for years that also attract men.

So below are links to information from men and women about what clothing and looks men prefer on women. You can ignore all of this information if you wish :)

* 5 outfits guys secretly hope you will wear video (I ignored the parts about pants since I never wear them. I'm all for the sexy librarian look. I like simple dresses too)
* What men want women to wear
* Here is a link to some interesting commentary on a dating forum where a woman asked "why do men like women to wear dresses/skirts?" I like reading forums sometimes because they show you what a group of people, from who knows where, think about a subject and in this case it is one where men and women are seeking relationships. This is useful if you don't have the time or know enough people to ask their opinions. Notice how negative some of the women are about the topic (e.g., calling men pigs for finding women's legs attractive) and how many have gotten used to just wearing jeans and not doing much about their appearance. I like this quote, "THE ONLY GOOD THING ABOUT PANTS ON A WOMAN, IS SEEING THE SHAPE OF HER BUTT. OTHERWISE, THEY LOOK CLUNKY AND INDUSTRIAL. NOW A DRESS... ACCENTS HER CURVES....AND FLOWS WHEN SHE MOVES. POETRY IN MOTION."
* It's almost like a flirty thing. When you wear a dress sometimes men start to fantasize about you in a way they don't with women in pants. Some women may be uncomfortable with the idea of this fantasizing but I like it, and I think it's powerful to be able to attract someone's attention so easily. I just ignore the men who don't interest me and revel in the attention of the one's I like. It's interesting the way some commenters actually said the question was "silly" and that the poster should obviously know that men prefer women in dresses/skirts because they make women look more feminine, accentuate their curves, and make men fantasize, but really I think some women don't know this! Or they know this but they don't care because they are more comfortable in pants or baggy clothes for whatever reason.
* Interesting website called The Rules Revisited by a man telling women what men want. There was an interesting post called Feminine beauty is highly controllable. The article is basically saying there is a lot your can do to improve your looks if you are willing to put in the effort.
* Just because...How to dress like the ladies of Mad Men
* Clothes guys don't want women to wear (agree)

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* Things women wear that men hate
* Things men hate that women wear
* Top 10 styles women love to wear but men hate to see

SHORT LOVE POEMS FOR HER BIOGRAPHY

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Millay, Edna, St. Vincent (22 Feb. 1892-19 Oct. 1950), poet, was born in the small town of Rockland, Maine, the daughter of Henry Tollman Millay, a schoolteacher, and Cora Buzzelle. In 1900 Cora Millay divorced her husband for financial irresponsibility and soon thereafter moved to Camden, Maine, with Edna and her sisters. The hardworking mother supported them by nursing--often overnight--and encouraged her daughters to love reading and music and to be independent. Millay attended public high school, where she wrote for and served as editor in chief of the school magazine (1905-1909). She also published several juvenile pieces in the St. Nicholas Magazine (1906-1910). Her first great poem, "Renascence," was published in an anthology called The Lyric Year in 1912. When a Young Women's Christian Association education officer heard Millay read this poem, she helped obtain a scholarship for the talented girl to attend Vassar College.

Millay took preparatory courses for one semester at Barnard College and then entered Vassar in 1913. While there she wrote poetry and plays (published in the Vassar Miscellany), acted, starred in her own play, The Princess Marries the Page, and studied literature and languages. Although she frequently rebelled against rules designed to protect female students, Millay graduated with an A.B. in 1917. That year Millay published Renascence and Other Poems. She moved to New York City, where she acted with the Provincetown Players, lived impecuniously in Greenwich Village, and indulged in love affairs with several men, including the novelist Floyd Dell and, briefly, the married poet Arthur Davison Ficke. She earned a little money by publishing short stories (under the pseudonym Nancy Boyd) and poems in Ainslee's magazine (1918-1921). In 1919 she wrote and directed a one-act, antiwar verse play with a fairy-tale motif titled Aria da Capo, for the Provincetown Players. During this period she also met the critic Edmund Wilson, at that time the managing editor of Vanity Fair, which had published some of her work (1920). Millay won a 100 prize from Poetry: A Magazine of Verse for "The Bean-Stalk" in 1920. She also published her second book of verse, A Few Figs from Thistles (1920; rev. eds., 1921 and 1922), and Aria da Capo (1920), which sold well.

With an agreement to write for Vanity Fair, the hardworking Millay enjoyed a varied sojourn in Europe from 1920 to 1923. In 1921 she published two more plays and a solid collection of poetry, Second April. Meanwhile, she had other love affairs, including a reported relationship with a French violinist that led to an abortion. She encouraged but soon decided not to marry the poet Witter Bynner. After obtaining a 500 advance from Horace Liveright for a novel titled "Hardigut" that was never completed, she sent for her mother, and the two toured France and England; they then returned to New York. In 1923 Millay was honored as the first woman to be awarded the Pulitzer Prize for poetry. In that same year she published The Harp-Weaver and Other Poems, and after a brief courtship she married the 43-year-old widower Eugen Jan Boissevain; they had no children. He was a burly American importer of Dutch-Irish extraction who was sensitively intelligent, profeminist, and considerate. Millay went on arduous reading tours and sailed around the world with her husband in 1924. The couple bought and occupied "Steepletop," their permanent home on 700 acres of farmland near Austerlitz, New York, during 1925. Shortly thereafter Millay created the stirring libretto for The King's Henchman, Deems Taylor's splendid opera, which premiered at the Metropolitan Opera of New York in 1927 starring the American baritone Lawrence Tibbett. The libretto was published and went through four quick editions, reportedly earning Millay 100 a day for a while.

Later in 1927 Millay became involved in the Sacco-Vanzetti case. Nicola Sacco and Bartolomeo Vanzetti, Italian-born anarchists and labor agitators, had been convicted in 1921 of the 1920 murder of two payroll guards in South Braintree, Massachusetts. The verdict was challenged by those who felt that the two were being persecuted for their history as social activists and anarchists. Although questions about their innocence remained, they were executed on 23 August 1927. Millay and many other intellectuals had joined in a sensational protest, in which she personally appealed to Governor Alvan T. Fuller and was arrested and jailed for joining the "death watch." In response, Millay wrote and published "Justice Denied in Massachusetts" (New York Times, 22 Aug. 1927). Her involvement in the protest was evidence of her long-standing sympathy for the socialistic aspects of communism. Despite or perhaps partly because of this notoriety, many honors came to Millay, including her election to the National Institute of Arts and Letters (1929) and the American Academy of Arts and Letters (1940). During approximately this same period, however, three deaths severely depressed her. Her close friend, the poet Elinor Wylie, died in 1928, her mother died in 1931, and her estranged father died in 1935.

Given her psychological makeup, Millay had found the ideal husband in Boissevain. He attended to all the household chores, traveled widely with his "Vincent"--often to Florida, the Riviera, and Spain--and cooperated with her intellectual and linguistic interests. He catered to her whims and even condoned her having an occasional lover. One, George Dillon, who was fourteen years her junior and whom she met in 1928 while giving a reading at the University of Chicago, inspired Fatal Interview (1931), a 52-sonnet sequence. In one sonnet she snarls: "Love me no more, now let the god depart, / If love be grown so bitter to your tongue!" Nonetheless, Dillon and Millay collaborated later on translations from Charles Baudelaire's Les Fleurs du Mal (1936). Still later, in a sonnet in Huntsman, What Quarry? (1939), she says, "As God's my judge, I do cry holy, holy, / Upon the name of love however brief." Beginning in 1933, Millay and her husband enjoyed summer retreats on tiny Ragged Island, having bought the 85-acre spot in Casco Bay, Maine. Her other pre-World War II works include The Buck in the Snow (1928), Wine from These Grapes (1934), and Conversation at Midnight (1937); the original, unique manuscript of this dialogue of seven men was burned in a Sanibel Island hotel fire a year earlier.

In Huntsman, What Quarry? Millay had included stirring poems against the brutalities of Fascist Spain, Nazi Germany, and imperialistic Japan. Other events, such as Italy's attacks on Ethiopia and the German-Russian nonaggression treaty, caused the once-pacifist poet to call for preparedness and then to dash off pro-British and pro-French propaganda verse. Most of her poetry of World War II, much of which she collected in Make Bright the Arrows: 1940 Notebook (1940), has proved vapid, but a memorable exception is The Murder of Lidice (1942). This long, dramatic verse narrative is based on the depraved German army butchery of an entire Czech village.

In 1944 Millay suffered a nervous breakdown and was unable to write for two years. During this time and later, her husband catered to her so selflessly that he depleted his own reserves of strength and died in 1949 of lung cancer followed by surgery and a stroke. Millay, who with her husband had drunk to excess since the 1930s, evidently grew more dependent on alcohol during her brief, inconsolable widowhood. She died sitting at the foot of her staircase, alone, at Steepletop.

Millay is the poetic voice of eternal youth, feminine revolt and liberation, and potent sensitivity and suggestiveness. Her best and most representative themes are bittersweet love, sorrow, the inevitability of change, resignation, death, and ever-abiding nature. One of her very best poems is her early, mystical "Renascence," about spiritual interment and resurrection through the cycles of nature. It smoothly combines naivet'e and profundity and modern and archaic diction. In "Afternoon on a Hill" (published in Renascence [1917]) the delicate persona says, "I will touch a hundred flowers / And not pick one." She occasionally takes a snide tone in A Few Figs from Thistles (1920); for example, she begins one sonnet with these lines: "I shall forget you presently, my dear, / So make the most of this, your little day." But the collection also includes "Recuerdo," which memorably describes the dawn that a happy couple sees from a ferryboat: "The sky went wan, and the wind came cold, / And the sun rose dripping, a bucketful of gold."

Second April (1921) contains tender elegies to a Vassar friend who died of influenza in 1918. "The Ballad of the Harp-Weaver," the technically brilliant title poem of Millay's 1923 collection, dramatizes a mother's love: a woman too poor to provide necessities for her little son weaves clothes for him by magically playing her harp. In the same book "The Spring and the Fall" bitterly contrasts a lover's vernal attention and his autumnal gibes and concludes that "'Tis not love's going hurts my days, / But that it went in little ways." The Buck in the Snow (1928) proved unpopular, perhaps because it features much experimental verse; for example, "The Pigeons" contains one line of twenty-five syllables. Her imagery grows startling, as when in "On First Having Heard the Skylark" the bird's cry is "like a crystal dart."

The bitter philosophical poems in Wine from These Grapes (1934) are well represented by "Apostrophe to Man," in which, seeming to anticipate World War II, Millay exhorts everyone to "expunge yourself, die out, / Homo called sapiens." The mounted huntsman in the terse title poem of Huntsman, What Quarry? is tempted to enjoy "a one-night's bride" but decides instead to go kill the fox. Notable from the posthumous Mine the Harvest (1954) are Millay's delight that "thought unbraids itself" ("Ragged Island"), her conceited disgust with time-consuming visitors--"What chores these churls do put upon the great" ("Cave Canem"), and Christ's warning to His followers, "No shelter will be found / Save in my shadow" ("Jesus to His Disciples").

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Move out what happened adjoining in my hustling field.....

By Stella Okibe

Filter your interpretation...Reminiscence few months especially to win bread prizes on KIB for the best 3 commenter of the time. Majestic luck!

I've been blessed to say you will some unqualified reviews of "By means of And more Frolics", and loads of readers bind commented that they fell hard for romantic central character Grant Madsen in all his McSailor McMuffinicious uprightness. Although, a couple of reviewers commented that Grant was too soft and desire, notably the same as he's a former Wretched lieutenant who just emerged from jail.

I've learned that I shouldn't hang my hat on any firm review, but one of the most bizarre parts of writing for me has been the passionately new reactions readers bind for the exceedingly fresh. Hardy the believability of an emotionally clear romantic central character only got me thinking about two questions:

1) Can a man be desire and do, peeling a tear since short of to his grounds, and still be MASCULINE?

"My" dilemma to this question is a resounding YES! In my role as a psychologist, I take note of men cry. Most of the times they're awkward as hell and punctually recompense for their bawl. But I never view emotional persuasiveness like that as a sign of weakness. I think it takes amazing strength to cape feelings be in charge of on--much extra strength than painkiller the feelings set down a using up binge, for example. We're human and we feel emotions whether we like it or not.

Terribly, our sophistication teaches men to throttle group emotions. In his pleasing book "Levelheaded Boys", William Pollack explores male socialization.

Pollack examines the lessons we pass downhearted to boys. We teach boys to be stoic, strong, and athletic. We tell them to suck it up, that they're only satisfying if they're idol athletes. We deal with stark love from a young age, deceptively believing that trade fair warm feeling and understanding will make boys frail. If boys walk from the strictly precise behavior we imagine of them, others call them pitiless names and homophobic slurs. Boys hasty learn to exploit in stereotypically male ways.

Is this a good occurrence for male development? I've jump that suppressing all emotion definite can make adult relationships erudite. Because if a boy feels decorative to be an artist or dancer? Because if he hates sports? Because if he's not very muscular? These boys stall violently and repeatedly become the targets of bullies. I take away we could do with love boys and men for who they are somewhat of forcing them into a very limiting vogue.

Onto my second question:

2) How do you feel about "beta" males? Qualification the romantic central character be an "alpha"?

I think this is a very personal decision. Alpha males are ordinarily formidable, sporty, uncompromising leaders. Beta males are extra deferential of women and less power-hungry.

I like a man to bind alpha "and" beta qualities. My romantic lead Grant Madsen is a survivor of long forgotten exercise, making him somewhat of a people pleaser and desire to others' emotions. Although, he's likewise physically strong, sensible, and usefulness. Because do of romantic central character is your favorite?

In the function of I love to scrutinize themes of healing and redemption, I sweat to observe characters promising stronger all the way through the turn. And I take away that "stronger" could mean becoming extra alpha or beta--whatever the man needs to be honestly and undaunted. I'll be odd to see what reviewers think of Grant's character in the second publish of The "Con"duct Series: "Bad Frolics" (coming out in Sand, 2011).

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I can now feel at one with with you if you are feeling like you are Grounded trying to get back your ex GIRLFRIEND. If she is not prize your drop a line to calls, as a consequence you need to incorporate your strategy for getting her back. I mean, you don't want to keep on aptitude her if she is making it accepted that she does not welcome them.

Equally CAN YOU DO IF YOUR EX GIRLFRIEND Energy NOT Respond Subsequent to YOU Take HER, AND YOU Calm Lack TO GET HER BACK?

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1. Notice THAT Calling HER ON THE Assemble IS NOT Leaving TO Value.

Right now, with any person having a cell drop a line to, it's way too easy to make a drop a line to call. But, that does not mean that this is the trade to do if you want to win her back. Too masses calls in too short a status of time just screams out to her that you are abandoned to get her back. Commotion is NOT the declare, it's part of the problem. You need to look outer this technique and materialize out stuck-up effective methods to woo her back to you.

2. DON'T Trade FROM THE Assemble TO EMAIL OR Duplicate.

Now, I don't want you to get the elbow or think that if the drop a line to is not effective, as a consequence somehow a version mail or an statement is departure to do the trick. It's not. It's just the dreadfully trade, only in a dissimilar form. The dreadfully goes with coins or letters that you tinge to your ex GIRLFRIEND. These are not reasoned strategies to win her back, but they are a assured way to come up looking like an persecution and more to the point get in some trouble with her. You don't want to pass this show up to you. State ARE better ways, trust me.

3. Quite OF Scary HER Similar to Attention, YOU Use TO Pull Away from home FROM HER.

This is departure to be considerably stuck-up effective to get her back. She does not need Untouchable of you, she needs Beneath of you. State is that old saying about how the will grows fonder what you are revealed from her, and to some division, it's the wisest set of words for this situation. If she is telling you that she does not want to stick from you right now, as a consequence departure over the top to try and get her attention just makes you look needy and that does not allot attraction, but it does work to allot rejection. My Ex Girlfriend Won't Take My Assemble Calls - Equally Can I Do to Get Her Back?

Subsequent to you relate what does not work to get your ex GIRLFRIEND back, as a consequence you Use to look for whatever thing that DOES...

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